I wanted this tree removed

My Home

Hello, anyone at the lunchtime! 

This is my home. This is the tree I am worrying about... look at the left side of the tree with lots of leaves up there that means will be the problem... it will fell soon. Because of this leaves are more heavy than other, right side look like lightly, less leaves. 

You know all lots of rain everyday, afternoon or night, would be rain sometime. I look on the grass, it has little flooded... like 1/2 inches of flooded on this left grass near my dog stands there. 

You see the left window where my room is. What if I sleep there, someway of the night, or day, like a nap by afternoon... any happens if this tree would fell on me? 

I would be killed, or all of us. 

I asked the business equipment rentals, about the lifter.  It would be $646.80 dollars with a tractor hook up would be separated $346.92 dollars. It means total is $993.72 dollars. 

Sound like reasonable. 

Other tree timber service would be about $3,000 dollars each of the tree. 

Ouch. 

I can't afford for that... I might staying my best to selling my bead jewelry... for it. I guess I can't spend on Christmas gifts as planned. 

(sighing) It is real hardship time for me. 

Life is no fun. 

Lily