Please DON'T ever left out with your FRIEND or FOE!

Please Don't ever left out with your FRIEND or FOE!

Last night, I have great chance to go DNO (DEAf Night Out) for a night, only small one group. Only I remember that 9 people came in... 

In realized myself that when I order the food, and they left me out another table that excite talk with each other. 

They have no sense. They are really SENSELESS that "not meant to" actually they don't think about a friend out there. 

They forgot me. I feel like an invisible person, or feel like I am stranger. 

Don't. 

Like this one, in the Jesus' era long ago, that guy name Judas' story. 

Jesus' disciples left out with Judas. Like this one.

He was "collector" the money that for King. That is why people dislike Judas to do this. But it is the job that he done for. 

I know that Jesus invited him as disciple, rest of the disciples don't agree with that. That's too stupid idea, Jesus must take any "foe" or "enemy" to join the group and move on. Why? 

Many will beat "into" join with one to be part of them. Sometime not work out. 

Judas took his life for Jesus.  FOR Jesus' sake. 

For example: 

I have a friend who live as hoarder, I always nagged her to "clean up" in the house. I don't hesitate her or left her out. I like her because she is our childhood in this hometown. Sometime my friend afraid of me because I am nagging to her. She still call me videophone or visit and talk many other about. 

I am still nagging to her, BECAUSE of hoarder problem that I am CONCERNED for her safety from hoarder is hazard. Can caused be illness at age, and fire very quickly... 

Why? 

I don't want her die early. 

Like mine did... I want friends closely, it's not. Sometime deaf don't know how to do with "left out", are they not? 

Your decision.

“Love your Enemies, for they tell you your Faults.”  

By Benjamin Franklin

Hot Dogs Carts? WHY not?

Hot Dogs Carts? 

Why not?

I happened to checking for this internet at this link: http://www.dreammakerhotdogcarts.com/ .  I know that I have been unemployment since then. so I know I have good credits at my bank.... a loan? 

I did. 

My lender, name Stephanie. She is neat woman, sooo nice lady... at last she saying... 

"Are you crazy? It's risky business for you to work alone at Hot Dogs cart, you are crazy." she told me that last two weeks ago. 

I asked her, "Risky business? What do you mean?" 

Stephaine said, "What if people around you in the city, or beach, what if one of them bad guy attack and robbed you because you are deaf and powerless and no dependable... where is your safety?"

I told her, "I have no choice to do the risky business, because anywhere in the companies don't need us deaf people. Because we have limited our educational skills, or they won't hired any deaf people because they are sticky with deaf' educational or discrimination concerns (afraid to be sue, by deaf rights, etc) my point."

Stephaine sounds worries: "I do understand that, I am very strongly concerned for that. My suggestion, Don't risky that. I am not giving you a lender for that Hot Dogs cart due to my concerns."

I've impressed her very concerns over my life, because she is good to me so much. I accept that how she feels. 

What a bummer it is. 

Lily.