The spouse of yours

The employment issues
Most of them always says: "None of your business! It is our marriage in private" It would be lead to the problem themselves.

I have real major problem with my spouse about the job. I have hard time to ask my spouse to get a job, and keep up looking the job.

My spouse sound very negative and not take any act out to looking the jobs. He keep annoyed me when I repeat.

I don't want him to sit down and lazy in my house. I want him out all day and earned the money. He lost a job from the bank company due to "found out his records" to make him layoff. And, I told him to keep looking. He still annoyed me again.

I want to look a job for myself, yes, I can... but I do want to be housewife for myself, to mange the house and clean and the children I can attention with.

A spouse is a "bothered" here. It's uncomfortable me around with him all day.

That feeling? Am I wrong?

If he won't looking for a job... That's okay, but I have to look a job myself. That's means that I don't trust my spouse in the house because of the Internet.

Why? He is easy target to impact by scammed from the Internet. Because he wants money for himself.

I can't save my marriage for that. I wanted to separated him and file for divorce.
My church don't want me to divorce. Church don't believe in divorces.

How can I do about that?

Hard time with a spouse I had.